I never expected that blow from you the other day. Everything was going smoothly and I intend for you to come back to me despite my pride and ground rule that I will never go back to what has been already finished. Sadly, I did and it was for you. And for me to realize that what we had was just until there is very frustrating. I actually don't know if whatever we had meant that much for you not to have enough courage to see what lies beyond that finality that we both set three years back. It's just so disappointing that after all this time, I'm still the one at the losing end when at the time I thought it had to end, that it was for the best.
Thank you for teaching me to say "no". It was hard for me and at that time, it did seem that you were just after sex. That really upset me. I really don't know if this is the better outcome. I really wish you would have been mine so I don't have any more unanswered questions. It bothers me a lot because every idle second, I think about how it could have been better or how we should not have done it the way we did.
"I'm setting myself up for the hurt." That's exactly what my friend said and I definitely agree. I have to move on but I don't want to seem suddenly all weird on you. When I say we could be friends, I meant that. I just wish that moving on is that easy and fast.
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new...
Hello, good morning, how You been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad
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